I am Organized.

Yes i am. haha.

HE has been really amazing the past few weeks. During the worship encounter, he spoke to me during worship and said :'' it's not you. it's me. '' it was my first time leading worship and boy, was i scared. like what if i said the wrong thing or or or screw up somehow. but it was and is Him.
worship on day two, i felt, wasnt like technically very good. but then i was like surprised to see the people responding. like wow. so yea. it's the presence of the Holy Spirit which matters.

I got the interview! it's over. phew. march 6. i cant wait. trust in the Lord with ALL your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength.


the time is now.
XXOO.

I am not forgotten. He knows my name.

XXOO.

tear me to peices. please.

why does it feel that i've been forgotten when the world seems to want my every minute.

'SNAP OUT OF IT'. trying. not easy though.


busy busy busy. i NEED a calender thingy. a schedule. is that what it's called? yea. a schedule.
have to prepare for W.E camp on friday till sat. rehearsal on thurs for show on sat night. i have tickets to The Dancefloor results show thurs night. *GO F4* (fantastic 4.. not the eeky one.) rehearsals 4 times a week for Danceworks 07, in March. BOOOOOM. *wobble wobble*


I'M SOOO TIRED. *splat* work work work. cny was definatly(sp?) more fruitful than last yr. HAWHAW. yes. i know i have bad spelling. put a sock in it. *poke peok* (that was intentional(sp?) BLAH.)



I know i'm strong. I know i'll get over it. But something tells me that maybe i just dont want to.


processing new cover. as requested.
XXOO.

let's talk about :Valentine's day.

14 feb 2007, 8:50 pm-

the door bell rang. i looked through the peephole. man holding things. opened door. he held flowers and a bag of somethings. i signed. gorgeous pink roses. 12 of them. opened gifts. 5 of them. Miss Sixty, Elixer. Lush products. grins.
surprised? yes. elated? very.
(thank GOD you didnt go on with the 99- plan.)

misson should-be-possible went smoothly as planned. though new stuff was added spontaneously (sp?). phew, hard work. yay.
the sense of accomplishment is utterly satisfying.

Indeed. He Listens. Answered prayers.

Damn flu bug.

XXOO.

A thousand stars.

Okay, so maybe i exaggerated a lil. but seriously, tonight's a gorgeous night.

and so i was walking home from the bus stop after dance prac. and while i was strolling across the overhead bridge with 'Mighty to save' blasting in my ears, i looked up and saw the most amazing thing i've ever seen since this year. maybe it's because of my 'still-standing' fasination with what's above. But seriously, i couldnt help but to stop and stare.

about 300 stars could be seen with the naked eye, and about 500 while straining the eye. And obviously 'a thousand stars' sounded better than ' three hundered stars' or somethin. hmm. come to think of it, it's not that bad eh. lol.

well, gazing at the heavenly bodies brought 2 things to my mind. 1, of His promises. and 2, of someone whom i know would love to see this.

a sight like this brings hope and amazment. i was standing up there alone smiling to myslef while looking 180 degrees upwards. what a sight eh. and as i keep looking further and further behind into the vast sea of pearls, i realized i was looking up in the sky with my head tilted waaay backwards. and not only that, pple were staring. HAHA. blah.

i totally heart stars.


not even a day has passed, but the feeling has already sunken in like a falling cow.


XXOO..

guess what?

HAHA. guess what i found out. tpguy=dan. HAHA. she KNOWS him. HAAHA.
and apparently, alot of pple have been spotting me but I DONT SEE THEM.
has to be the hair. lol.

and for some reason.. i dont feel quite safe elaborating about things i've seen or found out. HAHA. high on guava. HAHAHAH. coach has a gap . AWWW. God's fair. LOL.
and guess who has a thing for who. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.




*stoned*
XXOO.

Gracias Dios.

I must say, my head feels as though it's about to explode. eeeeee.
I truly thank Him for whatever that has happened and for what is about to happen.

sometimes when you feel as though your prayers are unheard , He affirms you in the most miraculous ways. smacking you from behind. (: I thank Him for the breakthrough and for all that i've learned through hard times. HARD times. '' I can do all things through Christ who strengtheneths me.-phillipians 4:13 " . And as they say, after the rain comes sunshine. Trusting Him with your life, indeed, crushes all worries and throws them into the bin. cross-shredding every peice.

and so i say,
give Him a chance to reveal Himself , and yourself to experience Him.


XXOO.

Buenas tardes.

COLD. windy actually. I want a digi cam .NOW.

haha. yet to decide what to apply for. BAH. He'll decide for me. No point going the way i want and then realizing i've reached a dead end right. YES. It's in your hands now.

Ohohoh. yes. i've just completed PACE 1 and scored HUNDERED PERCENT in my first pace test. HAHAHA. YAY. *grins* .



found this in the previous -already forsakened- blog. enjoy-

And so i wonder
what i ought to do
what i was made to do
what had i to do with you

and so it dawned upon my heart
with a little touch, so gentle,
i break down and fall to my knees
droplets, each caught and a bottle filled

the lights in the sky that sits and shines
slowly diminishing behind the haze
the truth , like a rock, that sits before me
with open arms that call for me

'what becomes of a broken heart?'
to each peice a master
and to every other , lost
take it all, i want to hold on no more

and when we come face to face
i want to stand proud and say 'i do'
but for now , not to far, it draws
to live a life only for you.

me.

Que hay de nuevo.

And so, another glorious day comes to an end. With the future ahead, as planned by thee.

To jump start this new -soon to be forsaken- blog, I have officially left Pioneer Secondary and in front of me are my O level results. HAHA.
Nerve-wrecking as it was, i'm happy for what i got.

And as words fail me on this apparent night. I shall take my leave with these last words-


'mr frenchie' is so not sexy.


XXOO.